
When I was 5 months old, Mr. Kennedy was sworn into office for his first term as the Democratic U.S. Senator from Massachusetts. Until his death this past week, I have never not known him to represent me, and though I moved to California 4 years ago, I have always thought of him as MY Senator.
So what are my first thoughts when I hear his name? Champion for the common person, selfless, Camelot, survivor, JFK’s brother, John-John’s uncle, womanizer, Chappaquidick, father, husband, statesman, honest, humble, sailor and respected. After watching, reading and listening to the events of the past several days, I have to add one more description — hero.
Many of the negatives that surround this man happened while I was too young to be aware, but their shadow was always present thanks to the memories of those who refused to forget. As I became a voting adult, Mr. Kennedy became a larger presence on my radar, one who’s opinions, bills and stances I never questioned. My support of him was unwavering, and I believe he alone was responsible for my Democratic party affiliation.
I will admit that a part of the attraction was Camelot. The Kennedy family truly has been America’s version of royalty, but it was so wrought with tragedy that I could not help but be sympathetic. I am not that much older than Ted Jr, and I clearly remember his bone cancer and the loss of his leg. If something so devastating could happen to a priveledged person of roughly my age, who’s to say that it could not happen to me? I don’t remember the details but in my mind’s eye I have pictures of Ted Jr skiing with his prothesis….
For obvious reasons I have no recollection of JFK except what history has documented, the same for Robert. However I do have actual memories of JFK’s son, the future of Camelot. I absolutely remember the Saturday morning I was at work and my boss came out of his office to tell me that John-John’s plane was missing. I thought it was an hour late as my boss had failed to tell me that it had been missing since the night before. As utterly tragic as that event was, I know without a doubt that the images of Mr. Kennedy and the family spreading John-John’s ashes in the ocean was the very first time I understood that Mr. Kennedy was the Patriarch of the family, and that Camelot’s final chapter was coming.
Fast forward to last year and the news of Mr. Kennedy’s cancerous brain tumor. I was saddened, but I refused to believe that this heralded his end, yet on some level I knew that the end was near. I was in tears watching the Democratic National Convention…Camelot was alive and well, and energizing the Democrats so much so that Barack’s appearance was almost anti-climactic. That night there were two things of which I was certain. First, that Barack Obama would be our next President, and second, that Mr. Kennedy would be dressed in his warmest woolen coat to watch the inauguration in person.
I celebrated on both occassions.
In early August of this year when Eunice Kennedy Shriver passed away and Mr. Kennedy was unable to attend the services I was heartbroken. It wasn’t so much because of Eunice’s passing, though I have admired her Special Olympics quest beyond measure, but because I knew absolutely that the only way Mr. Kennedy would NOT attend the services was if his own journey to everlasting life was at hand.
Tuesday night, August 25th, I fell asleep while watching TV but woke at 10:40PM Pacific Time to the breaking news that Mr. Kennedy had passed away. Though not unexpected, the reality left me stunned.
It is now Saturday night, August 29th. I have seen coverage of his death, the journey from the Kennedy compound to the JFK Library/Museum, his repose at said Library/Museum, the private family service at the same locale, the funeral Mass at Our Lady of Perpetual Help Basilica in Roxbury, MA (also called the Mission Church) and the graveside service at Arlington National Cemetary.
I am speechless. I have learned so much about Mr. Kennedy that I am ashamed I did not know this prior to his passing. At the same time, given the speeches from those who knew him best, I am a testament to Mr. Kennedy’s life’s work — to make right what is wrong and to champion the common person. Not once in the extensive coverage that I watched and read did I hear that Mr. Kennedy wanted to be recognized for those efforts. All he wanted was to know in his heart that he had done all he could to make life better, dreams possible and hope a reality for every American.
My mind is swirling with so many concerns and questions about who will lead Camelot, but in my heart I know that they are non-existent in the minds of those who knew Mr. Kennedy the best. Foremost on their minds is health insurance for the masses and any other legislation that could make their existence tolerable.
Mr. Kennedy, you have led by example, and though battles on the floor will encircle health care reform and other issues near and dear to you for years to come, your intent, your heart, your caring will be present in the hearts of all who cast a vote.
Please rest in peace Mr. Kennedy. Rejoice in the reunion with your parents, siblings and younger generations. You have more than earned such a glorious celebration. Take comfort in the knowledge that those you left behind are embraced in love and comfort by a nation thankful beyond words for all you have done and all you have set in motion.
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